Tu m’as conquis.

Bonsoir, tu vas bien ?

Ça fait bien longtemps, n’est-ce pas ?

On ne se parle plus, et je veux juste savoir si tu es satisfait, si c’est exactement ce que tu voulais- si tu es heureux là-bas. Je veux que tu sois toujours heureux.

Tu me manques, tu sais ? Même si notre relation ne comptait peut-être pas pour toi et même si tout était si superficiel et inutile, je me sens toujours seule sans toi. Comme si je n’existais pas avant ta rencontre, comme si ma vie avant cette nuit n’était que le fruit de mon imagination. « Loin des yeux, loin du cœur » n’est qu’un mensonge : je ne pense qu’à toi, et je t’appartiens- malgré la distance.

Ah putain, comme tu me manques, comme je désire avoir ton corps sur le mien, comme je te veux en moi à cet instant. Je n’ai jamais eu autant envie de quelqu’un.

Je rêve de sentir de nouveau la chaleur de tes mains, de tes doigts – de ta bouche. Je nous imagine ensemble, chair contre chair, ma bouche sur la tienne, ou tes yeux qui me fixent quand je m’agenouille et tu te mords la lèvre, merde. J’ai envie d’entendre ta voix quand tu ronronnes, ou même en essayant de prononcer quelques mots cohérents en gémissant, de voir nos doigts s’emmêler quand tu vas et viens en moi tranquillement. Dieu du ciel, même en écrivant je te ressens : plus fort, baise-moi encore plus fort.

Oui, je le dis enfin, chaque centimètre de mon corps te crève.

Tu me possèdes, même en étant aussi loin, tu gouvernes mon corps et mes émotions, tu vis dans mon inconscient, mes pensées et mes fantasmes. Je me sens désarmée, et j’ai peur de continuer sans toi.

Tu m’as conquis.



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